Hey
So this whole thing doesn’t surprise me as I said. What I just can’t seem to wrap my head around is how exactly when we had plans and obviously it was no secret we were into each other that another female can turn your head so very easily. I know you said it had nothing to do with me but when you pull what you did, it makes me start to wonder if it really was me. How could I have kept you attention? Am I really that horrible of a person that you can just push aside so easy?
I’m pissed off at myself for letting you in. The last time I let someone this close I ended up getting called, “psycho crazy stalker” and that he was “scared of me”. I’m angry at myself for letting you close especially after reading the insanely old DMs on twitter. Those made me soften up to the idea of spending time with you. I’m not one to lie and I won’t start now your messages earlier hurt, they made me cry a little. I saw it coming (context clues have always been a strong suit for me). I’m still interested in being your friend and getting to know you. All I ask is that you never put yourself down. THAT pisses me off a lot more than anything else you could say or do.
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